hey.... posting this blog for the sake of zulfiqar. hah.
hey.... long time havent update.
i deleted my previous blogs because it brings out the memories that caused pain.
now, i am happy as i are/is.
i kept smilling all day long
i am crazy.
i am just... annoying,
but.. there's something bothering me.
someone. that person was on my mind. hah.
i think im in love. AGAIN.
honestly, i fall for the wrong person.
at a wrong time.
let me tell you why....
basically, im afraid that this love thing will bring me down again.
he is my friend's friend.
its just impossible.
so now. i just want to forget about it.
its hard u knw.
but i have to for the sake of the better.
honestly, i could lose a friend that i loved and trust too for falling for him.
so now, i just have to endure the feelings, accept his presence and just..... forget the love.
maybe im meeting him next week. through that, i could accept his presence. hahh... love is just... complicated u knw. and, to move on, i can only let myself cry for five minutes. to seize the pain from my fragile heart. hah. just to add on, he has the same passion as mine.